An Emotional Outlet
My counsellor and friend inspired me to create my own personal blog as an outlet and way to vent out my frustrations and emotions.
On top of my already recurring depression, I lost the physical sense of my ‘safe space’, which had been my home.
The Grey is the state of being I have felt throughout my time dealing with my depression. In the Grey, there are no dynamic emotions nor motivation or passion. It feels stagnant and repetitive; void of the will to pursue more from life or the hope that there is more to life. The Grey is also a fragile state of being in the sense that a trigger can cause grey thoughts and emotions to grow darker, becoming more dangerous.
Instead of letting the Grey consume me, I have decided to release myself from this state in a new method of coping.
Feel free to interact or express your own experiences in the Grey or beyond.
Why must we sacrifice all we have for the sake of all we love? The freedom to live without the threat of loss has never been within reach. An idea that does not live within this realm. To live you must be able to sacrifice. There is no gain without loss, but there is lossContinue reading “Sacrifice”
Rising and falling, and rising and falling. One day, it’ll end. You won’t have to fall just to rise, or rise just to fall. The heart is life. The chest continues to rise and fall until one day, there is no rise. There is only the fall. -Grey
Weak. That idea lacks strength. Do you have the strength to be someone? No? Then why? How? How can you exist when you are weak? When you crumble away, bit by bit, every time it gets hard? Take the advice. It has always been there. Reach out. It takes real strength to give up. -Grey
A short, uncut rant by Grey about her struggles with mental health and returning to school.
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